terryana
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Joined: 11/29/07
Posts: 28
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I flew in for the Wiltern show and this weekend has been fucking horrible. First I almost miss my flight, then my friend, who is my host for the weekend, gets his car towed outside LACMA, we were looking at all the pretty paintings, and I have to spring it from the tow yard. After that we go to the house where he rents a room and the landlords are fine with me staying until they find out I am female. I am taking a shower when they tell my friend I have to leave, I change back into street clothes and we track down a motel in Hacienda Heights around midnight. I wasn't being picky since I take a shot for MS every Friday and the later it is the worse Saturday will be. I don't have a laptop w/Internet connection or a Jesus Phone so it is around noon yesterday that I find out the show is postponed to a day I can't attend (I flew in and can't afford another roundtrip). Then I get sick thanks to the MS shot so I ate almost nothing yesterday and am pretty weak today. Only bright spot is that my friend is letting me use his laptop so I can post bitchings like this. God, I have been a fan for 15 years, have multiple NIN tats, a $30K+ NIN collection and can't attend a single one of these shows even though I had a ticket. It hits me that the show in MT View with JA last May was my last show ever and I get sad, very sad. Then I remember that I am not in a wheelchair yet from the MS, take a deep breath and do my best to roll with the punches (but realize that eventually I will get tired of dodging punches and let it beat me to death). I will probably try to stop by the venue tonight to say hi to some of my friends that are attending.
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