It's the story of my fucking life right now
If those words fell out of my head, it would be to say I'm going through so much shit, everywhere I look some fucker's got it in for me and it feels like I'll never get anywhere with anything. I've got so much I want to do and so much in me that needs to get out and be created, that I'm putting my neck on the chopping block constantly, and for what? Sometimes I really wonder why I fucking bother. People just don't fucking get it, do they? There's so much I have to put up with, because there's a drive inside me that makes me put myself in these situations, and I've had just about enough of it.
Not to say that I'm going to stop doing it. In fact, it means that now I know this is what I am, I'm going to live my life as a work of creativity, and a work of destruction. Everything that falls before me on my path through life will inevitably be altered by the fact it's come into contact with me. I've had enough of a passive life of frustration, I'm going to live deliberately now, and if I need to destroy you to do it, I will. It's what I am, and that's something that's indivisible. You kill the demon, you kill me with it. It's inevitable, so I need to make it work for me not against me.