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12/31/09 11:29 AM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Divinity] feels like all these tears and all these fears are back but maybe i can still make it if you distract me don't let me look down at the fires licking at my feet grab me turn my face to the heavens shield my eyes from anything but the light of the sun grab me and hold me up as far as we can reach until i feel the love again of my Father and Mother and my Brothers and Sisters hide me in Their Eyes and let Them burn through me through the filth and sin until i'm worthy again of the Father slaying the Snake... today, He renews the promise of another new beginning...
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01/12/10 7:24 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Retribution] Every night I cry out For a salvation that will never come Is it us or them? You look as though I'm mad But surely, it isn't me.
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01/12/10 7:29 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Upsh] And here is that field again. This field. My home? I couldn't say. But I know it would make me free. More free. Perhaps? Maybe if I just open the door. Maybe if I just give myself to the wind. Maybe I'll end up where I belong. Down there in that field. This field. And that earth could be my mother. And that wind, it could be my father. Surely it could lead me better. And those stars? My children! They were borne from my eyes years ago, when my Spirit was broken. Yes! they've been waiting for the day that I should remember and reclaim. One day I will reclaim my place in that sky. And my husband, that sun. Soon enough, Spirit will be healed. And I will jump. And free free free - I will be.
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01/12/10 7:50 PM
Reverence member Joined: 05/13/09 Posts: 95	SunshineGirl posted: [Upsh] I remember the years I spent in solitude Sparrow trapped under ice. Winter froze my flesh with ingratitude, and when I became free I cried a joyful victory Alone; All alone Hopefully that will never repeat..
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01/13/10 4:07 PM

SunshineGirl

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solntse vizhu!

Joined: 10/27/08

Location: Texas

Posts: 2,068

[Doch viel besser!]
Better plastic than skin
Better for moulding
      Obviously
More resiliant
    Naturally
Than that weak little girl
    Made of flesh and sickness

Better glass than bone
Better to shatter
      Than to hope
More realistic
    We know
From all the times they beat us
    We're still getting up

01/13/10 4:09 PM

SunshineGirl

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solntse vizhu!

Joined: 10/27/08

Location: Texas

Posts: 2,068

[Savages]
We are they
that dwell below
    And you sent us there
We are they
that know the Light
    And blind are you with hate
We are they
that feel the Coming
    And you're unprepared
We are they
that will rise
    NOW.

01/14/10 7:57 PM

SunshineGirl

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solntse vizhu!

Joined: 10/27/08

Location: Texas

Posts: 2,068

[Self-Medicated]
Don't blame me
When things go wrong.
I'm not that monkey,
Not that demon
   on your back.

Don't tell me
That I'm killing you.
I'm not the pills,
Not the gun
   in your hand.

Don't look to me
For all the answers.
I'm not your Mother,
Not the God
   in your head.

01/18/10 7:18 PM

SunshineGirl

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solntse vizhu!

Joined: 10/27/08

Location: Texas

Posts: 2,068

[Happy Birthday!]
I was never told it would be okay
so here I'm running every single day
toward a place you've told me isn't normal
   [and I shouldn't care that it's immoral...

I was never told which way I'm to look
so I keep my head buried in my books
reading about a place you've told me isn't real
   [and I shouldn't care about how I feel...

I was never told that one day he'd find me
so here I am, thinking that I'm free
my feet are flying, my arms are swinging
   [and soon I'll have to stop my singing...

I was never told when to stop
so here I am, waiting at the top
I'm waiting for you to catch up with me
   [and maybe we can all be a little more free?

01/20/10 4:48 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Explanation/Note to Self] I haven't a single original idea Every word is not my own But if you let me just explain I promise to think a thought to loan My voice is weak, and oft sounds feeble But listen close, and you'll understand That I look too far into the past To care about the task at hand They've wronged me, and though you've moved on I want to squeeze the memory Eventually some good will trickle out And maybe it will wash over me Remorse becomes repentance Regret becomes belief This grudge will fly away As hate becomes relief
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01/20/10 4:51 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Dritt] Somewhere between too little and too much Is a place where there is calm I've touched the edges Caught a glimpse of the walls Even thought I was there But that beast pulls me back And throws me in my cage Somewhere beyond too little and too much Where I don't know what to live or how to say or how to stay
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01/23/10 1:57 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[murdersuicide] I only want to live twice more once to fuck you again to apologize because you know I never mean it only a little once or twice but you know it goes both ways you've gotten in and never left now it's much too hard to carry myself I only fall and both break I only wanted to hear you say just wanted you to scream once or twice more that you didn't mean it when you betrayed when you got in but I think I fucked you first...
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01/26/10 8:02 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	I have no idea why I keep bothering myself with posting my shit here. It's not like anybody reads it anymore.. but here we go anyway.. [Gravel] The further we walked the more it ruined my sky. The sun shined so bright in your eyes and I shouldn't have looked. We shouldn't have seen. The further we walked the more I felt you, thinking it was me. Steps quickened with subconscious guilt. The further we walked the more lost I got. So tangled in you I forgot I was me, and I didn't want to leave. The further you walked away from me, the harder it was to go home. Eventually I stopped to find I'd ruined my sky. Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 01/26/2010 08:05PM by SunshineGirl.
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01/26/10 8:04 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Shoe Box] Every time you walk by well you know My life is in your hands It's all up to you How could you pass that up? Just a glance and I'm in love again So uncontrollable and too strong Hell, do you even remember me? I'm that girl who seemed to catch your eye just for a moment I could swear you shared the love as you were walking by No, I don't expect you to remember me but I cherish every one of you.
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01/28/10 11:49 AM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[hush] I'm capable of quiet hate I do it all the time but some day quite soon ,I think, it will get quite loud
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01/28/10 12:27 PM
kviii member Kate Joined: 12/05/09 Location: Between Heaven and Hell Posts: 506	I read!!
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01/28/10 4:27 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	kviii posted: I read!! lmao. Well thank you.
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02/02/10 4:07 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Aus] Savage Volume kills the Innocence of Silence. How dare it, I ask?
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02/02/10 4:13 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Dikij vostorgi] I woke this morning Feet on the ground Always, always running You know how it is Well then, how are you? I opened my eyes Expecting, hoping like hell For the best of all possible worlds This is not that Hope you're doing well? I lifted my head To find it had gone Away, to a much better place, I hope Along with my mind And how is the wife? I lifted my hand And placed it over my heart I found that it was racing, burning! I've become content Don't forget the kids? I lifted my spirits When I held the Eye All is not lost yet, I know It can still break Hope to see you soon? Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 02/02/2010 04:16PM by SunshineGirl.
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02/18/10 4:24 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Cowan] She was a little girl, with eyes like the ocean and just as deep. Those eyes only reflect. What did they expect to see? With those eyes she peered inside, over and over. Never was she happy with what she did find. Nor was she ever happy with what found her. Never more than she could handle; never enough to fill her. With those eyes, she stared at her Sun. Until it burned away. A hole there was in the sky, mirrored in that little girl's eyes. None of them noticed, for they followed the Moon. Wicked were they. With those eyes, she watched these folk. Judged she not, but touched them with hope. She tried. But into her eyes they would peer, and they like not what they saw. Those eyes only reflect. What did they expect to see? With those eyes, that little girl damned them, for they damned themselves. And that little girl was mirrored in them, for they felt the hole. The hole the Moon could never fill. They knew. With those eyes, she teased them with the Light. Until they looked, almost with hope. Anger soon came. Those eyes only reflect. What did they expect to see? Into that little girl's eyes they jumped. With those eyes, that little girl broke them.
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02/24/10 8:38 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Path of Least Resistance] I've got places to see and people to be and it's far too late to die Joyfully, the two us are now we and you fixed my sky
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02/25/10 5:45 PM
XxBliss18xX member Joined: 02/25/10 Posts: 7	Very good poem =) Some people such as myself can relate.
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02/27/10 4:41 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Kreutzer] So then, this is how it feels This is what I’ve always done to you This is how I’ve killed you Over and over it seems And this is how it will end Until it begins again With thee With thy hand Around my neck
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03/02/10 8:09 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[wirklichwirklichwirklich] You make me more real than I've ever been You hand does not pass through me It stays with me and picks me up Twice the height I used to be
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04/18/10 8:57 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[untitled] I don't do well with broken unspoken promises As I breathe in the lies from your fermented lips Tears mingle, spirits unravel, eyes blacken Lips untwist into the old familiar scowl Happiness is forgotten, as you forgot me As you would have forgotten me Sooner or later
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04/19/10 4:41 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Our Noose] Which words could possibly be the right ones To help resew the rope That we dangle upon Over the pit we just crawled out of Hand in hand in heart My sanity in your hands And how much longer will I shake with anger Despite all the love That looses to sadness But perhaps I've not been forgotten?
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04/19/10 5:12 PM
Gato_Preto member is a perverted neutrino Joined: 11/18/08 Location: %3D%28%5E.%5E%29%3D Posts: 258	You haven't been forgotten, i'm sure..smiles..but keep writing, so you will always be remembered =(~.^)=
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04/19/10 8:05 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[I promise] I have broken we two And I might have broken you But I'm not the only one for whom Shadows of promise now do loom
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05/13/10 3:46 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Flip] This page I missed could have helped me a lot This page I missed could have given me what I sought This page I missed could have lead me to you This page I missed could have told me what I knew But this page just looks blank to me It won't show anything that I can see Yes, this page leaves me rather vexed So, it is time, to flip to the next.
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05/13/10 3:49 PM
SunshineGirl member solntse vizhu! Joined: 10/27/08 Location: Texas Posts: 2,068	[Surrounded] I'm dyin' by the river Thought I could wash away my sins But I started to drown, sinkin' down Now I'm dyin' by the river I'm dyin' 'neath the moon Thought the sun could shed some light, give me sight But that Man always hunts me down Now I'm dyin' 'neath the moon I'm dyin' in the fire Thought I could fight this burnin' desire But I look so good in ashes Now I'm dyin' in the fire I'm dyin' above the ground Thought they could put me under But their eyes they filled with wonder Now I'm dyin' above the ground I'm dyin' surrounded Thought I could get away But they had to see me go Now I'm dyin' surrounded.
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05/14/10 9:13 AM
9Inch9Nails9 member Joined: 01/28/09 Location: Clearwater%2C Flordia Posts: 758	That last poem really spoke to me, It kind of remind me what I went through years ago.
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