Thank you anew and bleedingdust. =]
I will most certainly keep writing.

HEY!!! I've got a torn up couch!!! But I draw the line at scratchy sweaters...

Suge: Thank ya, ma'am.

ghostshot: hehe. They are awful.

[ann]
You live in a world of fear
Nobody's after you
But they're going to hurt you
Nobody wants what you've got
But they're going to take it
They're better than you
But they're not going to make it
Not if you have anything to say about it
Because nobody can move
Without your ok
Nobody needs you
But you're so important
Because that's what you've got to tell yourself
Because nobody else will say it for you
Because nobody saw what you needed them to see
Because nobody looked
Because nobody heard you scream
And now you're the only thing that's changed
But not in any way that could help any thing
They're all still the same people
The same good people
The same intelligent people
The same capable people
You're just more paranoid
And loud about it
And they aren't trying to trap you
They're just finally looking
And they don't like what they see
They're finally listening
And they're already sick of what they're hearing



Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 07/29/2011 01:27PM by SunshineGirl.

[half]
I can’t let go because I haven’t proven you wrong yet
I know I’m not
But I still hear you say
The lies I’ve always known
I’m here
I’m halfway there
I’ve not won
But at least you’re losing
Though this isn’t a game
Of course
I’m already better than you
But I can be better than this
And I’ve already proven myself wrong
But I’ve got to make a fool of you
You let me down
But I can’t
I won’t
I’ll never do that to myself
I can
I will
I have to
I need this



Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 09/07/2011 09:22PM by SunshineGirl.

[out]
Are we?
I need
Well no
I would just like to know
It's not urgent
No pressing matter
But I wonder wonder wonder
If we are
And would that change anything?
Could it make it more exciting?
Or would we just keep running and dancing and
Floating about
In our little bubble
I think I
I don't know if I
Am
Do you?
Are we?



Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 09/12/2011 05:12PM by SunshineGirl.

SunshineGirl posted:

[out]
Are we?
I need
Well no
I would just like to know
It's not urgent
No pressing matter
But I wonder wonder wonder
If we are
And would that change anything?
Could it make it more exciting?
Or would we just keep running and dancing and
Floating about
In our little bubble
I think I
I don't know if I
Am
Do you?
Are we?

very deep, most of writing is getting over blown, need get more like that.

A little rant I just posted on facebook about a status I saw. Thought I'd share it here.


[ [un]Proud to be a woman! ]

"There's a rumour going around that males are tougher than females. Oh please. Can you carry a 7lb baby in your stomach for 9 months and survive hours of labour? Can you cook, clean,and talk on the phone all at the same time? Can you bleed for a week and not die? Can you walk in 5 inch heels? Can you cry all night then wake the next day like everything is okay? Remember guys, women are only helpless till their nail polish dries lol Put this on your wall if your proud to be a woman!"

OK. Hold on. I understand the message of this status. It's anti sexist. I can dig it [not really, but for the sake of argument, just go with it.] But jeezus, look at the things it's saying a typical woman does. Doesn't that seem sexist? "Cook, clean, and talk on the phone"? "Walk in 5 inch heels"? "Cry all night"? Nothing about working a 9 to 5 job. Nothing about kicking ass in sports. Nothing about intelligence or being an awesome person.
I am a woman. I don't wear heels, I don't "cry all night". I clean stuff, yeah. But there's more to some of us than that. We also play bass, we play basketball, we go to college, we get careers, we do yardwork. Some of us don't dig the whole "typical stay at home with no life chick" thing. Some of us want to - and are quite capable of - kicking ass on our own.
If being a "proud woman" means being happy about staying home, torturing your body, and making babies, then no, I'm not a proud woman. So there.

SunshineGirl posted:

A little rant I just posted on facebook about a status I saw. Thought I'd share it here.


[ [un]Proud to be a woman! ]

"There's a rumour going around that males are tougher than females. Oh please. Can you carry a 7lb baby in your stomach for 9 months and survive hours of labour? Can you cook, clean,and talk on the phone all at the same time? Can you bleed for a week and not die? Can you walk in 5 inch heels? Can you cry all night then wake the next day like everything is okay? Remember guys, women are only helpless till their nail polish dries lol Put this on your wall if your proud to be a woman!"

OK. Hold on. I understand the message of this status. It's anti sexist. I can dig it [not really, but for the sake of argument, just go with it.] But jeezus, look at the things it's saying a typical woman does. Doesn't that seem sexist? "Cook, clean, and talk on the phone"? "Walk in 5 inch heels"? "Cry all night"? Nothing about working a 9 to 5 job. Nothing about kicking ass in sports. Nothing about intelligence or being an awesome person.
I am a woman. I don't wear heels, I don't "cry all night". I clean stuff, yeah. But there's more to some of us than that. We also play bass, we play basketball, we go to college, we get careers, we do yardwork. Some of us don't dig the whole "typical stay at home with no life chick" thing. Some of us want to - and are quite capable of - kicking ass on our own.
If being a "proud woman" means being happy about staying home, torturing your body, and making babies, then no, I'm not a proud woman. So there.

Amen! I get tired of hearing women bitch about all that they do. Look back at a time in history that women weren't allowed to do anything, even bitch! They couldn't vote, they couldn't work the same positions as men, all they could do was keep house for a man. Women need to stop bitching about all that they do and look at where we've come. We have a lot of privileges now that we didn't have a hundred years ago. I'm proud to be a woman because I am independent to the core. I'm single, I depend on no one but myself. I pay all my bills with no outside help.I have a good job. I go to college. So everyone else can STFU! Lol

Fuck yeah, Suge! We don't need nobody!

SunshineGirl posted:

[island]
Something is obscuring what I know
But I don't know what it is
Well I do
But I don't want to think about it
But I do
It crashes down in waves
And then I
Drift out in the open where
I feel so safe and warm
But then I
Get washed up on the shore
Burnt and exhausted
Can't move
Can't think
Something obscures what I know
But I don't know what it is
Well I do
It's the salt and the sand and the sun and the shame and the fear and the humiliation

We are one
So we'll float together
If you remember
Who I am
I do
Do you?
Until then I'll press sea shells to my ear
Pretend their pulse is yours because it's mine
And we are one
So we'll rob each other
Of our hidden treasure
Trade gold and diamonds
For sanity and
Some kind of grasp on reality and
An understanding that what we feel isn't real sometimes
But only when we're down and
Only when we're up

Something is obscuring what I know
But I don't know what it is
Well I do
And I think you should think about it
You know it better than I do
You've lived with
The salt and the sand and the sun and the shame and the fear and the humiliation
For years
So tell me a story of a time
When you were in hell, a life of torment and fog
When you were on top of the world, manipulative and alive

Tell me a story of how it will end
The two of us here
Clenching each other by the jaw
Beating the other in the stomach
And dying of starvation and thirst and self-pity and misery and remorse and repentance
Dying to love and be loved
By the other two-faced wretch.

...OH MY GOD...!!!


...EXCELLENT...EXCELLENT

SunshineGirl posted:

Oh my. Thank you very much, ghostshot. I was in a weird place last night. Seems I was able to make something of it.

I was out-of-town when I read your last post,I made everybody that came into the house read it.

ghostshot posted:

SunshineGirl posted:

Oh my. Thank you very much, ghostshot. I was in a weird place last night. Seems I was able to make something of it.

I was out-of-town when I read your last post,I made everybody that came into the house read it.

I'm honored. I also feel a little bit famous. ^_^

ghostshot posted:

SunshineGirl posted:

[out]
Are we?
I need
Well no
I would just like to know
It's not urgent
No pressing matter
But I wonder wonder wonder
If we are
And would that change anything?
Could it make it more exciting?
Or would we just keep running and dancing and
Floating about
In our little bubble
I think I
I don't know if I
Am
Do you?
Are we?

This says so much...it's made me stop and think...

^^ I agree and kiss the Sunshine. Good to see you again.

There's some idiots who are part of the Occupy movement "occupying" my campus. I hate them. They're stupid. Here's a poem for them.

[Joke]
Get up and go
Sleeping won't fix this
No matter how far you get from the Man
What happened to anger?
And yelling at the People?
What good are you doing sitting in tents?
Where it's safe, no less
There's no danger at all
Go out, get out, let out
Some rage
Or not
It's cool
Just get
Away from me
Because I can defend myself
I mean
99%
Is a majority
I'm cool
I'm good
I'm poor
And I think you suck
Go away.