Yo no intiendo!!!

Yummy! *slurp*

I can understand some stuff but not all the time lol. My mother was lazy and never taught me. I started trying Livemocha I just haven't taken the time lately.

Note to self: Learn to speak spanish!

Yeah I've totally been on a beaver kick. I think that was the last one lol Be afraid of what might come next!

Wow I've never seen a Canadian beaver before eh.

My nips hurt .

And yourself?

That's decidedly better than bad!

Ok I have to call my mom for her birthday...
*takes a deep breath*
Wish me luck!

Thank fucking god!!!! That was the least painful conversation I've had with her in a while. I know she's my mom and all but dealing with her is generally difficult at best.

Alright now I can bullshit here for a while then nap before I have to go do the cake thing.

You need to wish me luck more often lol.

Haha! I love Bjork!
I can't see all the awesomeness happening in this thread because of my small iPhone!

Where is the beaver girl????

Good to have you back.

So I get to be the prick again and I'm SOOOO excited.

Dealing with someone that has an addiction is hard enough but I also have to try to explain to someone else how to deal with an addict. Yes I know that they will quit if they want to but I also know that her addiction will only get worse and I have no desire to watch it all fall apart. At this point I can't just hope for the best because the truth is she may never come back from this. I know I can't be the person there to be sweet and cry on because I have to be the person making sure the line is drawn. This has the potential to be worse than anything has been so far and I will NOT wait around for the show. I do not fear this and I will not allow it to hurt me. I'm getting far too old for these games.

I fucking HATE prescription drugs! Why you ask? Because they are so easy to get that it makes quitting so much harder. Fuck your grandma probably has something good!! I can get oxys from several sources but I have no idea where to get heroin or coke or meth!! And it seems everyday I know another person that's addicted. WHAT THE FUCK!

I'm sick of the cowardice of men. So broken inside and afraid that we poison ourselves and those around us because we can't take looking at the truth in the face. So lets hold on to our pain and make excuses that make others feel pity so we can turn the truth into something that takes the responsibility for our action out of our hands. WE ALL HAVE BEEN HURT. To continue to hurt ourselves and others is irrational. To HOLD ON to the hurt is irrational. Fear is not a tangible thing and it does not deserve this sort of power. Stop wasting time suffering for nothing. It is a choice YOU are making.



Ok sorry life drama + lotr = desire to battle. I need a sword.

I wish it would....

I'm just tired of the weak and broken. Yes I know I sound like a fucking cunt but I just don't care to be nice today.

edit: ok i am starting to calm down a little. i'm just angry because i just found out about this shit and it's already bad enough that i know things will get a bit ugly. the person who told me is unrealistic about the situation. and at the end of the day people's lives are at risk and kids are involved. i'd walk away if i could but i can't. and that's why i'm so fucking pissed off. it will pass. this is just the first time i'm realizing the scope of things and i have to get out my anger so i can move on.



Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 07/23/2012 03:42PM by smllyjlly.

THIS is why I can't read this! lol

edit: it starts getting good at 12min in



Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 07/24/2012 07:15PM by smllyjlly.

FUCK YES!!!

BATTLE!!!

Anytime is a good time for face humping in here

Expect after watching the clip of they guy reading 50 Shades of Grey. God that shit is a turn off! There are better erotic stories in liquor store porn.