scottgolden24k posted:wow man, ur a trip... i wonder, is this a little online stunt for amusement... or are you really this freakin strange, dex? as a matter of fact, as i was browsing the site... dont recall what thread so and so forth, not important.. but i observed who i believe was you, doing this same exact thing. you were creeping those people out as well. *hides*
it was most likely the Washington State thread. i've been on and off of here under countless names since like 2007 (or whenever the forums became open to the public, as i was never a member on The Spiral), but it's never been my goal to be bouncing off the various walls of what i'm trying to establish as an identity here, it just so happens that i've never really been satisfied for too long a time with any one particular name... and yes, i've tried to socialize with others on here, sometimes disappearing and reappearing under a different name and trying again and again, but i only seem to disturb most people... the honest truth is that i'm a dedicated NIN fan and collector, and i only want to connect with and be accepted by others who share these interests. i'm not out to take advantage of or hurt anyone. i guess it's a bad habit that my ways of interaction do more negative than positive, seemingly, but in the end, what's at the forefront of importance here is being able to enjoy all things Trent Reznor and Nine Inch Nails, regardless of others' impressions, be them good or bad... except that enjoying these things WITH others requires one to be in good standing with those said others, so i guess i need to change some things if i'm going to be able to do that, huh?
append: here's another way to look at it (from my personal point of view, i guess)... i'm not really all that strange in real life. it only really comes across that way on the internet...
append 2: or there's always the classic: i'm me. i am who i am, how i am, what i am, etc. i haven't been well accepted most of my life, so this is how i am now because of that. if you don't like it, too bad and tough luck...
take your pick, buddy...
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