ravensstranger
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Life As A Goddess
Joined: 02/03/08
Location: Greenville%2C SC
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I realize that this will probably never get read, but I wanted to give my opinion for once.
Seeing you twitter was really great. Ive always loved the music. The music has grown with me through that scared little middle school girl trying to find her own path in music to the grown woman I am today who loves where the music was as well as how it evolved. I watched you evolve through that music, through those lyrics. Every time a new CD was released, I got a little closer to your soul, and it just happened that mine was in a similar place at the time. When music affects a person like me who actually thinks, we wonder what kind of person is behind it. Who is that man who is so similar to my soul? Why are our souls alike? What are our actual similarities and differences. Thats what makes the fan. We began to research to find out why our souls are so similar, and where this music is coming from, what your background is; all to see a similarity in ourselves. The music reflects the fan. Music defines us. I truly believe that. Every time I meet a person, I usually know whether we will get along or not by simply the music they listen to.
So, I have been that fan. I loved twitter because we did get to se this super great side of you. I learned that it didnt matter what you were really like in real life. What mattered the most, was you were human; like me. You were sarcastic, knew love, knew hurt, knew humor, knew humility, and you were just trying to live this life, just as we are. After all, were all somewhat damaged. Right? I appreciate that you took the time to expose yourself to the world in such an honest way. It was really great to see the human that lives inside of you. I enjoyed meeting that side of you. Does it matter what my perception was before seeing this side of you? No. I had no expectations. I just wanted to see the human side of that soul that was similar to mine. I learned he was similar to me, and very different, but I enjoyed it all....even the romantic comedy suggestions.
So, thank you I guess. Thank you for being in my life all these years in all the capacities you have been there. You dont know me as a human, and I realize there is no way for you to get to know all your fans. Im just happy to have the music. REALLY. I cant imagine what person I would have turned into with having your music so strongly impact my soul. Whatever you do or whereever you go and with whomever you go with, realize that people just like me are out here who have always had your back, and not only supported, but understood your decisions.
I want to comment on those fat people on the front row at every show. Its really hard for other NIN fans, like myself, who cant afford or do not choose to "tour with them" to be able to see our favorite band in the front row. Im lucky to get to even be there. So, fuck you for always being soooo fucking rude to those of us who were trying to get there for a show at a decent time so we could be front row, then your other million friends show up, and hop in front of us since ONE person was in front of us. Its rude, and I think you should all know that. However, I was lucky enough to be on the front row in 2006. Im glad for that. but you assholes, really do make it hard for others. Kudos to you Trent, for calling them out, and knowing what they are doing. I went to the Atlanta show on this tour, and being a lesbian, was utterly amazed at how ugly the fans are. My wife and I joked that we were happy not to have to look into that crowd every night seeing those same people we always saw because we were trying to be front row. I am going tomorrow night, but I have seats. So, assholes who have seen every show in the front row, give someone else a chance for once.
Now that I got that out of my system....I wish you all the happiness in the world with Mariqueen. Shes on my twitter also and you both seem like awesome, down to earth, terrific, and happily in love people. The REAL world is what matters.....and it was nice to see a little of yours and hers. Thanks. Ill be looking forward to all your future endeavors. Ive been a fan since PHM was given to me on a bus to the fine arts center to sing, and Ill remain a fan, Im sure. Youve changed.....and everyone does. Im glad to meet you. Thank you.
Ill see you tomorrow night in Charlotte in my seats, and Ill be smiling! Ill be happy as hell just to be there.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 06/11/2009 06:15PM by ravensstranger.
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