Thanks Trent...
I have to say, as a fan since the Pretty Hate days, your engagement both on this site (this is my first post, I'm ashamed to say) and on Twitter (I've replied a few times -- most recently with photos of the Jones Beach show that I'm quite proud of) has really made you, and NIN, more real to me than ever before.
And I think that's a problem for a lot of "fans." Nine Inch Nails and the "Trent Reznor Persona" are a very real and tangible thing that some people have taken as a mantle with which to identify themselves. It's another form of geekery. Think Star Wars Fans, or Trekkies, or CosPlayers. They've found something, have latched onto it with such ferocity that they've incorporated it into "who they are."
I'll admit that, as an angsty teen in high school, your music and lyrics synced up really with with my life. As you are no doubt well aware, there are plenty of goths (for lack of a better term) who embrace that angst. They REVEL in it. They never realized that, while your lyrics and music were very angry, very hurt, very damaged -- that you didn't WANT to be angry, hurt or damaged! You were EXPRESSING it -- and maybe even moreso, you were using it as a way to heal from it.
Some of us grew up. I don't dress like a "NIN Fan" anymore -- whatever that means. I'm a working professional, still quite creative, and while I don't feel the same way I felt as a kid, I can still identify, appreciate and love your music. I ROCKED THE FUCK OUT Saturday and Sunday. I'm still feeling it.
Some of us didn't grow up. They've projected a persona upon you and they're unwilling to let it go. Maybe it's that they never got rid of those posters they put up in high school. Hell, some are angry that you've been working out and are jacked up. Some now LOVE it.
They've taken you and made you theirs... and that's not fair when you think about it... but it's all they know. Change is hard, especially for damaged people. They felt like they had a leader, someone who understood them, and now they feel abandoned.
This isn't your fault (which you know) and they need to realize that, too.
I'm glad you're happy. I'd love to hear what happy Trent Reznor music sounds like. I wouldn't even care if it sounded like NIN. Your talents certainly extend far beyond the limitations of what NIN might be "allowed" to sound like.
Some will recoil. Let them.
Others will embrace.
Maybe you'll make some new fans along the way.
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As for the haters, like FredDoucheCanoe, well... I'm sure you'd had enough and had to say something but I was surprised you gave the kid any credit by acknowledging him at all. You gave him the satisfaction of your response, and further fueled his fire.
My opinion is this... I know it's not a publicity stunt. It's not your style. But shit, even if it were, and you still saved a kid's life... well fuck it. You've got publicity, a kid's got his life. WIN-WIN.
Life is what's most important. You've saved someone's life. You really have. You've used your celebrity in the best possible way and I applaud you for it. It makes me proud to be a fan.
Enjoy life, Trent.
@LittleBill (on Twitter) - photos of the Jones Beach show here: [
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