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I'd have to say The Downward Spiral. I listened to that album way too much.
For the first years I just heard the coolness and the aggressiveness and the intricate beats in particular.
Then, with each year, I'd discover new sounds and layers in the music that just blew me away.
Then in early adult-hood I started smoking marijuana and doing mushrooms. One day I sat down in front of my stereo after getting high and pressed play on The Downward Spiral. Oh my god. It felt like I understood to the depths of Reznor's mind. I was hearing my friend's voices coming out of the speakers and somehow understood what was going on in my friend's life. It was the most hate-filled, self-hating, heart-breaking, open door on insanity that I have ever witnessed in my life. I broke down crying my ass off at how absolutely ripped apart the person in The Downward Spiral was.
I also realized that I don't want to understand Trent's mind/emotions from that time. To identify with that is very unhealthy.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 03/17/2011 09:06PM by cashpiles.
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