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It was this July. It all began with my boyfriend and THIS shirt. And not wanting to look like an idiot loser to the Hot Topic staff.
My boyfriend was gradually introducing me to the songs he listened to, but I thought nothing of it; he always sends me things to look at and I look at them and shrug them off usually... He likes NIN; it is one of his favorite bands. So I decided to buy him a NIN tee shirt at Hot Topic.
There were two guys at the counter. I asked the guy there if they had NIN T-shirts. He looked at his friend, then he motioned me to wait because they had a customer that needed to pay and such. The customer went away a few minutes later. Then I was talking to one of the dudes and then he told me he met Trent Reznor a long time ago, when he first started in Ohio and then the Hot Topic dude started talking to me about the history of the industrial rock movement and gave me band names and things, and how he personally tried to make it into the industrial rock arena but failed. I nodded yes the entire time, feeling awkward because in all actuality he thought I was legitimately into NIN and industrial rock, thinking that I was the one that wanted to buy the T-shirt because I was a fan. But I didn't want to say anything because I didn't want to make him feel like he gave me an entire history lesson for nothing.
Anyways, I ordered the T-shirt for pick-up a week later because they didn't exactly have NIN shirts in the store, but they did have rap artists and Justin Bieber. WTF. At home, I wondered if the Hot Topic dude was saying the truth and knew anything about what he told me or if he was just lying for some reason, but this dude was legit in everything he told me. Then I started to listen to NIN music attentively because next time when I went to Hot Topic I didn't want to look like an idiot who bought band shirts because it was the 'cool' thing to do even thought it really was for my boyfriend, an idiot who nodded saying yeah to someone who took time to tell me a rough history of NIN during their workshift, an idiot who didn't know anything about the music her boyfriend listens to.
Listening to the music, though, raping the play button on NIN songs on Youtube, burning CDs, I actually began to like it. In one week, in constant immersion, I was a greenhorn NIN fan and was tempted to keep the shirt for myself but I knew I had to give it to my boyfriend because I liked sending him interesting gifts to him to spice things up since he's in the military. So before I sent it to him, I totally camwhorred with that shirt to remember it, sweated in it, and everything, to remember the marvelous shirt. i'll put the pic of me wearing it in my profile. It was a pretty shirt! And to this day I still like NIN. And kinda wish I kept the shirt myself. The end.
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