My NIN Holmdel NJ SUPER FANTASTIC BEST DAY EVER TR LOVE FEST ADRENALINE RUSH SATURDAY-17 YEARS IN THE MAKING...
First off- worth every penny and so glad that the money is going to someone who really needs it and that ALL of us were able to donate and help--even seeing our big group for $300 impressed my friend and I.
My fried shoulders aside- the day couldn’t have been more perfect for me--everything I’ve always wanted/ The waiting was the hardest-giving my friend, myself and the rest of us tons of time for flopping stomachs, nausa and weak knees. I personally almost had a “man down” situation myself-my bad ankle from years of dancing in platform mary janes gave out as we reached our final wait- my pal jumped in with “no,no! no, no!” We had come so far- she wasn’t about to loose me ( thanks Lisa!!)
Okay - the good part- rounding the corner to our tree lined private NIN patio of VIP love- my heart was in overdrive as I looked up and saw the man I had drooled over, admired and found comfort from since I was 14. I looked up quick- then right back down to the ground in panic. In my head: “ holy crap - he’s really there, I’m here - this is going to happen”
It’s safe to say I had been nervous about this moment since May 25th when the M&G pass was purchased. Since my friend and I were in the middle of our group of 15 or so - I was able to watch other folks interactions with him. Seeing and feeling how warm, sincere and a lil bit silly Trent was with everyone - I began to calm down.....a bit
When the woman ahead of me steped away - it was like this slow motion moment of my head reaching toward his and his big smile ....I am sure I was grinning like a super nerd right back! A “hi nice to meet you” hand shake - I thanked him for doing this and placed my Wave Goodbye poster infront of him
Me: Can you make it out to me?
TR: Okay, Me ( big smile)
Me: Oh wait - I mean Alison , see it’s right here ( pointing to the id braclet I wore on my right wrist) I wore this incase I forgot my name! ( not entirly a joke!!)
we both laugh - I am calmer now
Me: So , I have a present for you..
This was the most important part. I explained to Trent that I am a photographer and had just been involved in an group art event with friends in NYC. I had made a booklet of a cross section of my work to hand out for free , as to finally have it reach the public and not just my friends and family. I had a copy for him ( the 9th out of 60)
I felt apprication from Trent as I handed it to him.
TR: Wow thanks , so this is your stuff? ( he begins to flip thru it WHICH IS A TRIP AND A HALF for me to witness)
Me: yes , I just want you to know that your art inspires mine ( that’s also what I wrote inside w/ my email -just in case he needs to let Ali know what he thinks

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Trent: Good luck with your art
Me: Thank you
another hand shake
I float to the table area where the rest of us wait till the line is through.
Then they move us back for our group picture--as the guys move to find positions within us all -- Trent gets up , puts on his sunglasses and walks over to me , standing in the front of our group
TR: Can I get in there?
Me: ( giant smile , dorkiest voice ever, left arm held out waiting) YOU SURE CAN!!
I grab hold like I never want to let go - right where he belongs - indeed!! His arm around my right shoulder .
Two pictures taken ( which i still haven’t gotten the link for - if anyone can give anymore info!!) I couldn’t believe who I am attached too -- about to melt into a puddle of glands on the stone below. I bet I look like a loon in those pictures ....
After the shots we all let go - the girl on the other side of him as for a hug. I am still standing there -- I jump in with dork moment #2 “Can I get in on that” i think were my exact words “Sure!’ he says
I throw my arms around his neck and give him a final “thank you for everything”
He couldn’t have been sweeter and I couldn’t have been happier....
2nd row for sound check .... chatting with the other cool fans as we waited for the guys to take the stage-started to talk about food as we all finally realized we hadn’t eaten in hours and we were starved! Discovered a new Ben and Jerry’s Marzipan flavour to try thanks to the cool lady infront of me

Everyone around us was super sweet and just glowing...
Sound check is like your own mini private show - a wonderful thing-- Thank you T!! As a Bowie fan I was thrilled to here the NIN remixed I’m Afraid of Americans and to end with In This Twilight...one of mine and my pal Lisa’s faves - we turned teary-eyed to eachother and hugged. Best day ever.
The show that night was amazing -- still had the energy to dance, sing and jump thru NIN and JA ( they were damn good too! Perry is like a rockstar elf and I want to frolic thru a field of daisies with him)
As I said above , I waited a LONG time and often wondered if I ever got a chance to meet Trent - what would it be like....seemed like a crazy pipe dream - but now at 31 yrs old -the beautiful moment came and I will treasure it always.
thank you , thank you , thank you for everything.