theforeigner
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for me it's a fascinating topic, because:
you would never guess by looking at me, that i love nin-music; never
people, which get to know this, look at me like i made a bad joke
i don't like any more "signs" on my outer face/cloths, which would speak of anything i have inside
just a little introduction.
but.
i really do have a fascination for morbid things. i don't like horror movies, and i wouldn't go for seeing real dead bodies. but i like the rost, the disgusting animals in NIN's videos, and i used to describe (for myself, because i don't believe many people would understand) my inner life with "monsters" and "worms" and so on. i totally dig the aesthetics of the videos like "closer" and lyrics like in "reptile". (the direction would be also the aesthetics of aphex twin.)
i don't love sculls in particular, but accept them in context.
don't love vulgarity but like the obscene
(don't like MM)
i like things like old medical drawings, which look really scary
and the most stupid thing about me, i would get scared if somebody in front of me would really show, how much he/she digs those things. i for myself love those things.
for example, i was so into the video of "pinion" as i saw it for the first time, i was shocked and at the same time totally attracted by it. if somebody would say "hey, how cool is that" i would shrug.
oh i forgot. i love the places trent chose for most videos or promo-shootings. those strange, some of them dark, forgotten, abandoned, lonely places.
so, it's important i think to have artists, who dare to show these things, because we (generally) don't. who can transpose them or transform them in the way so we can "eat" them.
sure, it's a game with the boundaries - how far can you go, how much do you want to see and to know (but that's a very broad discussion). but still it has to be said for being as a mirror for those, who can't tell. there's a distance then through the artistic approach to the things, which could else make (and they do) you crazy.
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fuck i forgot the sounds.
well, i don't want to convert anybody here, if you don't like something you don't take it/eat it/listen to it. some things are made for other ages, too. you can start to like something later or stop liking it (like no kid would eat bittersweet chocolate and then as a grown up person he/she would love it).
for me it has the right proportions of bitterness, sadness, rage, violence, anarchism, nihilism and then again tenderness and consolation. no compromises.
i'm loosing myself in appreciation : )
i mean, i need these sounds, i don't know if they are distgusting. i don't think they are made to be just disgusting, and that's the point for me in the comparison to many other bands/artists.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 05/04/2012 01:29PM by theforeigner.
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